Mar 29, 2004
respecting students privacy
heyz ppl... i specially put up dis blog to speak about the matter of teachers respecting students privacy. As many of you might hav known, recently Miss Esther Lee has been surfing our blogs and had discovered many of our secrets. (alright, i giv up on the formality)
juz to put it proper, miss lee.. i noe u hav been looking at our blogs... and understanding our problems... no matter itz relationship, frendship or juz pure sch work pressure. But i would like u to understand dat WE students put up blogs solely to let our friends understand more about us and wad we have been doing. Also itz a place where we can convey small notes or msgs dat we r too shy to let our friends noe face to face. Therefore, the fact of u purposely comparing mi to cheryl today in class was intolerable. You might think that the whole class have known of our relationship, but in fact, itz not the way it seems to be. Though almost the whole class teases mi and cheryl, a number of them actually only heard rumours bout us and hav not known of the "truth". Your delibrate comparison of mi and cheryl today only confirms the myths those handful of "people" had heard of for so long. Frankly, y i do not want these ppl to noe of my relationship with cheryl is because of their personality(in short, they r juz too big mouth).
So miss lee.. i would sincerely hope dat you will reconsider the next time u felt like revealing a part of our blogs to the class. You might think dat it is nth much, but to us it might be something of the utmost privacy and by revealing to the class, u hav intruded our private space. itz not dat i am not happy bout u reading our blogs... i am juz unhappy at the fact dat u annouced them to the class. i dun mind if u speak bout matters to mi privately... juz pls.. not in the class...
my seniora have a veri bad impression of u, but i have always thought otherwise and i hope dat my impression of u would not be ruined by dis matter. thank you 4 understanding.
Posted at 09:49 pm by gyro-plodder
Mar 25, 2004
am i demanding things too much?
heyoz guyz... hmmm.... blogging again...hehe..to say the truth.. i blog only becoz i hav no1 elz to turn to to express mi inner feelings... and i use blog as a way of getting it off mi chest.. or i cannot breathe... haix... ritez... nth much happend dis 2-3 days... had oral presentation yesterday... hahaz..got 14 only.. was expecting higher marks.. but cannot blame... i did things wrongly.. and said things wrongly.. too nervous.. lolx.. dan today...morning... coz i kept missing buses... due to wrong decisions made... i was VERI late 4 sch... dan went up to class... 1st things miss lee did was ask mi change place.. now i'm all the way at the back... haix... sianz~~... so far back... dan shirley and licia kept toking nonsense.. =S and throwing things around.. i hav things zooming on top of mi 1/2 the time...after homec.. kanna scolded 4 nth... tiao... got no comments on dat... ritez..dan after dat.. is av meeting... afterworld 1st rehearsal is tml.. i'm so nervous.. and stressed... i'm scared i would not be able to concentrate during class... on the other hand... i scared i would be so stressed up.. i say wrong things... especially to cheryl... i was desperately seeking some understanding from her..... but it juz din come... so i chose to tell her to ignore mi 4 the time being.... sad thing was... her reply is... "u say 1 arh.." dat hurt mi so much... ouch... i was expecting her to reply like... in a more understanding way... but i tink i'm juz expecting too much lahz... too demanding perhaps.. mb i shld juz let loose abit.. hmmmmm..... is like.. i dun understand y i get so upset when she plays around with andy... (andy cheryl told mi u r scared of mi.. i dunno y.. dun need scared of mi 1 lahz... =>) problem is with mi... i hav these funni problem of being too possesive sometimes... sorri arh andy... ritez... tml got rehearsal and lower sec event.. muz gather all energy i can to focus.... and to stay as stress free as possible.. so hav to go liaoz..orhz orhz... ZZZzzzZZ.... nitez and cyaz guyz... tink dis few days i will be blogging alot... hehe...coz i hav no1 to tok to... nitez!
Posted at 10:28 pm by gyro-plodder
Mar 24, 2004
haix... things are bad...
heyaz guyz... i'm back.... again.. hehe.. nth much to blog... some big things happened dis days and i would not 1 to say it as too many ppl including tchers noe bout dis blog liaoz.... =P so sorri 4 those hu wanna noe... can't reveal! =P ritez... afterworld is coming.... ooo.. i'm so excited.. =D 10 more days and counting... i tink itz high time i start reformatting mi laptop liaoz...hehe.... so dat when afterworld comes.. itz at itz peak performance.. hehe.. =D dis years afterworld i heard.. is going to be bigger.. badder.. and meaner dan last years jungle jive.. lolx.. i seriously hope so.. hehe.. last years jungle jive totally rock the sch men... hehe..ritez... if i tink of nething elz later.. i will blog... but 4 now.. i go eat dinner 1st.. hehe...cyaz!
quote of the day.::
c pass the shrouding angers....and discover the bright future...(only some ppl might noe y i say dis.. hehe..)
Posted at 07:05 pm by gyro-plodder
Mar 16, 2004
hiyaz ppl.... i'm blogging 1nce again... hahaz.... u noe wad? time is a weird thing.... i mean... during sch days.. i only wish dat time could pass faster.... but it always seem so slow and sluggish... dan now... holidays... i wish time could pass slower... it seems so fast.. =S ain't it unfair? hai.... and i haven touch mi hw yet... dan dis 2 days got bizworld workshop... from morning to 3 in the afternoon... hai.... haven even touch mi hw yet.. and there's lotza work to be done....*crash* tonite suppose to go out meet cheryl and mabel to play bowling 1.....coz they hav CO chalet... dan after dat they said wanna play bowling... but dan... juz now cheryl called mi say she not sure if they r going to play not.. nvm.. ask her confirm dan call mi... until now she also haven call... sms her also nvr reply.. =S so now... blardy late liaoz... i also bath liaoz.. and already told mi mum dat most likely not going out already... so not going liaoz... dongz dongz dongz.... nvm.... stay home.. can do mi ppt 4 tml.. bizworld selling day.... and do abit of hw...gd.. okie..datz all.. cyaz ppl...
Posted at 07:09 pm by gyro-plodder
Mar 13, 2004
cozing immense misery to some1...
heyoz every1... i'm back.. hehe.. ritez... letz start off with.. erm....hahaz.. wadeva dat happened dis few days... there actually isn't much.. and probably datz y i can hardly remember the details.. hehe.... well.. friday was av meeting... got our new av shirts.. lolx.. i design 1.. but it stinks i hav to agree.. i hav yet to finalise the designs dan kim tu took it away liaoz... dortz... basket... dan after dat.. the sec 1s were given intense training and hands on so dat the backstage can select their crew.. lolx... after dat was a mock up event.. to be run 98% by the sec 1s.. coz no1 learnt lighting yet.. so i hav to do da lighting.. and eugene & wei choi helped out in backstage... though even the I/C is in sec 1.. the event was quite okie.. considering dat most of the sec 1's r doing the job.. hehe... it was better dan expected.. and many of us were veri glad... lolx.. =P
after everything ended.. it was bout... almost 7 liaoz...so quickly take my things and go home with cheryl... dawan to keep her waiting more... (she was waiting 4 mi since 5 sumthing btw, mabel and her senior which i 4got the name also waiting...) oh ya...4got to say.. mabel is cheryl's junior... hehe.. and juz nice in 1/3 also... sit beside daryl 1.. hehe... sho coincidence.. lolx.... okie.. datz 4 friday.. letz tok bout today now...
today.. suppose to go micromouse 1.... yesh.. but.. ya.. again.. i overslept... and woke up at 12.30... dongz.. so itz almost 4 the 4th consecutive time i nvr go 4 micromouse on sat liaoz... =P woke up... bath.. go out and find cheong yew they all at bedok mac... coz we going out together to IT show 2004... 1/2 way.. cheryl came with her tin can.. hehe.. she was doing flag selling today.. lolx.. and hope to get some donations... bleahz =P i wanted to donate.. but dun hav small change.. so in the end nvr donate... felt quite bad... =S dan later cheryl went off to look 4 joanna and tricia... we also left bedok mac and headed 4 suntec... bloody hell sie.. the IT show sho many ppl.... crammed like shit... walk walk walk... until 9+ dan left the place... go eat dinner... after dinner... rushed to take the bus... but waited 4 like... 45mins... 4 1 bus 36 to come.. dongz... juz boarded the bus only.. cheryl sms say... she got asthma attack... i was like.. wad the! she said she 4got to off the iron in the morning.... dan her dad found out.. beat her like nething lye dat.. she cry until she got asthma attack... haix.. itz VERI long since her last asthma attack lohz.... haix....
seriously speaking arh..... sometimes i wished something bad can happen to mi..... i dun understand y.. itz like.. mb.. gods arrangement? all bad things befall on cheryl.. i felt itz veri unfair 4 her..... ever since we stead... all the scoldings.... all the bad things dat ever happened always happened to her... letz take recent events 4 example... she always accidentally knock herself... and get bruises or scratches.... dan...becoz she needs to accompany mi.... eileen they all tink she abandon them... and started being cold to her... well.. mb not cold.. but insulting her in their blog...itz like.. haix... i read i also feel sad lohz.... she is like on the verge of losing her frends already... but i dunno wad to do to help them patch up.... i can't bear to giv up her... i love her too much.... but on the other hand.. i can't be selfish.. and hold on to her.. letting her suffer while i still sit and laugh with my frends.. itz veri unfair.. veri....unfair....i dunno wad to do... haix... and now... she got asthma attack.... and she's feeling dam low.. upset... i try to cheer her up.. but i juz hav dat limited words in my mind.. i dunno how dan i can cheer her up.. haix.... and dat day.. when we went out till veri late... cheryl got all the scoldings from her mum... i got wad? nth... mi parents had fallen alslp already... i feel guilty.... veri guilty... i try to do sumthing 4 her sometimes to compensate.. but... most of the time it juz turns 1 round and make her more upset... men... i'm a failure... haix.... it occurs to mi dat 3 out of every 5 unhappy things dat happened to cheryl is becoz of mi.... i dunno wad to do.. i seriously dunno wad to do.. can some1 pls giv mi some solutions... haix.... alrite... tml still hav to go out to movie with her... hope i can cheer her up....ritez.. itz late and i hav not bath yet.. cyaz guys.. bloggy next time...
Posted at 11:26 pm by gyro-plodder
Mar 10, 2004
heyoz ppl... long time no bloggy arh.. sorri... hav nth much to blog dis few days...everyday is juz every other day..lessons.. lesssons.. and more lessons... haix... wad more can happen... but lessons only.. sianz.... haix... ritez.. letz tok bout today...got mi maths CA back yesterday....bloody toot.. got 21/40.. was... dam unexpected.. coz i was doing the paper with confidence.. =S 1st time having confidence in a paper and din score well... haix.. dan today got back da english CA... got 19/30... crazy men.. i dunno wad to say.. mi grades drop like shit.. i tink i betta spend mi march hols wisely men... today whole morning was dam pissed.. 1st.. leave hse.. kanna scolding... 4 no particular reason...dan reach sch.. was late... fuck sie.... okie sorri.. i'm really pissed... dan english class.. kanna thrown markers by miss lee... idiot... not scolding ya miss lee.. i mean da whole incident is idiot... ritez.. dan after sch.... actually was my mood was changed when i went out with cheryl.. she really does cheer ppl up...but.. aye.. juz made a grave mistake...now she's dam angry with mi...haix.. sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri cheryl... haix....
Posted at 09:00 pm by gyro-plodder
Mar 4, 2004
heyoz ppl! sorri haven been updating.... lolx... haven got the time... hehe... paiseh paiseh... =P okie.. wad to say... hahaz.. okie.. 1 noe y i put ding ding? lolx.. coz cheryl dis few days kept going ding ding... lolx.. sho cute.. =P hmmm... wad to say wad to say.. well actually.. nth much happened dis few days... hehe.. sch sch.. cheryl cheryl.. nth elz liaoz.. =D dan today was the whose line is it rehearsal.. wah lan.. sianz... i at 1st thought it would be an easy event... but in the end.. ended up to be kinda chim.. hmm... but recalling it.. it doesn't seem chim to mi... itz juz dat i'm tired... hmmm.... dunno lahz.. got stressed out with the event.. and din dared to meet cheryl after dat.. coz i scared mi mood would affect her.... =S ritez... btw... something funni happened...1/2 during the rehearsal she told mi dat she was toking to andy.. and he made dis funni request... say wanna touch her face.. =\ dan of coz she said no.. but he like..almost touch it liaoz... lucky.. he din...hehe.. but dat affected mi alot.. i realised i lost concentration on the event... so i handed mi phone and wallet over to michelle... so i can fully concentrate on the event...well apparently dis worked.. coz after dat i hav more focus.. and on the final run-through i managed to do it well... hmmmm....ritez... datz 4 today.. hehe... okie.. havta slp.. nitez nitez... shall blog soon..cyaz guyz
Posted at 10:09 pm by gyro-plodder
Feb 23, 2004
is it right to giv in so much? i need ans..
yoz::.. yesh.. i'm back.. hehe.. monday arh.. surprise surprise.. =P i got alot hw left.. but i juz dun hav the mood to do them liaoz.. so many things to think about.. so many things to do... so little time.. so little space... haix... i need to voice out things in mi heart.. or i would go bonkus.. i hav no1 to tok to at home.... frends whom i can tok to slp liaoz... so i turn to blog.. hehe.. =D ritez.. today was the lighting design workshop... hahaz.. fun men.. so fun... 1st workshop dat the sch organized dat was actually fun.. =P picked up alot of new skills and knowledge.. hehe.. there is another workshop.. 4 sound 1.. personally.. i'm more intrested in dat.. hehe... coming up dis thurs.. really looking forward to it.. hehe.. but dis workshop also made mi realise dat i've got huge respondsibilities on mi shoulder.. 4 the upcoming musical.. haix.. datz 1 of the things i'm thinking about.... 2nd thing...AV Crew standard.. if ppl here read stanley's latest blog u would noe wad i meant.... today mdm sharifah had juz commended us 4 our gd standard... outwardly i was happy.. but inside.. i noe.. dat our standard has been dropping rapidly already... haix... i dunno wad to do with dis...it has been quite troubling sometimes juz to tink of it... haix... okie.. datz 2nd.. now 3rd thing is... bout cheryl.. ritez... kinda say bout cheryl and andy... remember mi last blog said bout " as long as they dun go ULTRA INTIMATE can liaoz?" yea.. after i said dat.. today andy went i mean.. dunno how to say lahz... i dun 1 to say either.... i noe i'm being selfish.. but.. haix.. ritez... i got problem.. nvm... 4get it... i believe dat nth much would happen between them.. they r juz gd frends.. i hav mi gd frends too.. itz fair.. okie.. set.. i shall keep repeating these words to miself...rite... btw she told mi she got earrings liaoz.... weird.. hahaz... i mean.. she look veri nice already... y the earring.. looks weird to mi.. hahaz.. dunno.. tml i shall c... =P lifeng dragged her to pierce 1...and she has to giv in to her if not later.. aiyahz... alot problems lahz... i shall not say... = i realise dat wadeva problems which arise between the both of us is always becoz of mi..... i feel like i'm restricting cheryl... =S i dunno... haix... nvm.. muz be i tinking too far again... kkz.. nvm.. datz bout all.. nitez..
Posted at 09:33 pm by gyro-plodder
Feb 22, 2004
heyaz guyz.. lolx.. long time no c arh.. =P well.. 1 week.. hahaz.. like i said.. hehe.. dis time diff.. dis time i'm using mi new comp u noe? lolx.. =P juz got it.. new.. custom build straight to mi liking.. hehe.. well.. not exactly directly to my liking.. hehe.. coz of some last minute changes.. hav to change some componet here there.. 4 example.. motherboard.. hahaz.. change from gigabyte 8IPE 1000 PRO 2 to MSI NEO2-P haix.. lolx.. i dun even noe exactly mi dis motherboard is call wad sie..dam last minute decision 1.. =S well.. other dan dat.. the others are still kinda same lahz..except colour difference only... monintor from black became Ivory, graphics card from hercules ATI Radeon 3D prophet 9600 Pro change to GeXcube 9600 XT... lolx.. GeXcube.. wad brand i also nvr heard of.. but becoz of budget problem and becoz of time constrain.. hav to whack juz buy..hehe.. =P but overall.. i'm still veri satisfied.. hehe.. and mi processor is the 2.8e itz HT supported but with 1mb chache which is almost twice dat of 2.8c which has only 512kb chache only.. hehe.. =P
ritez.. now tok bout wad had happened dis few days.. hahaz.. as usual.. nth much.. lolx.. u noe lahz.. =P well.. biggest thing might be the total defence concert... lolx.. might sound big.. but actually not big 1 lahz.. hehe.. =P dan there was student leaders investiture rehearsal after dat wad.. only need to play 1 song.. so i decided to let darryl hav a go at media.. hehe.. he did pretty well.. except 4 mixer side he still abit blur blur...lolx.. nvm.. he came how many days only.. can count dat he is doing pretty well liaoz lahz.. hehe.. hmmm.. bout mi and cheryl.. hahaz... can say doing pretty well.. and progressing quite gd dis few days lahz.. hehe.. at least the bond which could not be felt last time was felt now.. hehe.. how to describe dat bond i also dunno.. but itz juz veri special kind of feeling lahz.. hehe... only problem is after miss fahrizah switch tricias place with andy... andy and cheryl has been playing together more often dan last time liaoz... hahaz.. k fine i admit.. i am abit jealous.. but itz normal wad.. hu dun feel jealous.. but i cannot stop them wad.. i can hav mi own frends.. so can she.. lolx.. as long as they dun go ultra intimate itz okie with mi.. =P ritez dan.. windows update almost complete liaoz.. hehe.. i shall end here.. cyaz probably.. next week again.. hehe.. =P cyaz!!!
Posted at 01:15 am by gyro-plodder
Feb 14, 2004
valentine's day or izzt valentines day?
yo brothers and sisters... lolx... 4giv mi.. i dunno y i keep going brother or sister dis few days.. lolx.. well wad do u noe.. itz valentine day today... hahaz.. from afternoon 12 until now.. juz came back nia.. lolx.. went to sch... had av training... 4 awhile only... dan later.. change.... itz time to go out!! went to CS to watch last samurai... got free tickets.. hehe... dam shiok men.... last samurai is a blardy nice movie.. lolx.. abit bloody... but nevertheless.. shiok.. lolx... dam touching 1... and humour was also incoporated well.. lolx.. nice movie nice movie... i definitely buying the DVD when it comes out.. lolx.. =P
after movie... went to the new KFC beside the post office... or shld i juz say opp. tampines interchange macdonalds.. lolx.. lame.. nvm.. neway... i muz say.. waiky and michelle sure got sumthing suspicious between them men... i dunno lahz.. i dun 1 to say alot... later ppl "jiang" wo again... =S neway... after dat.. waiky send michelle home... weldon send si hui home...cheong yew, mi, rolland, joon tat and shaun we all went to play LAN at pavilion upstairs... wah.. i lost touch liaoz men.. lolx.. =P but neway after dat mi and cheong yew we all chao 1st..went to bugis.. he wanted to buy raymond woo's bedae prezzie... so i juz tag along.. since i got nth to do also... lolx.. dan walk walk walk... sianz~.. can't seem to find nething gd to buy.. so went to delifrance to eat 1st... dan after dat chao to plaza sing..cheong yew wanna buy the cat cat post-it thingy... hahaz.. lame sie.... 1/2 way during all these... michelle call mi ask mi where am i.. dan tell mi she with her family.. and wai khang.. i was like... huh?! wad the.. hahaz... but i got nth to say liaoz... wai khang is cute by nature.. probably her family found it fun to hav him around....
today i was abit siaoz also.. probably becoz v.day without cheryl... i was scolding fuck more dan usual... and i was dam tao to every1...haix.. i even 4got to bring cheryl's v.day prezzie to sch today lohz... *bish miself x3* haix.. how could i men... but neway...when i was feeling down i went to find back mi mei mei to tok to... and dat is....audrey.. hahaz.. through sms lahz... i was wondering y din i noe her existence in TMS b4.. lolx.. i only knew her when we took part in YEAH lohz.. hahaz.. lame rite? lolx.... kkz.. nth much liaoz.. datz bout all 4 today....
current mood : SIAOZ~~~~!!!
Posted at 10:32 pm by gyro-plodder
